I MISS YOUUUUUUU!!!

It's 19.51. I'm alone in my room doing some orientation week tasks that waiting to be done ASAP. I just got the tasks this morning and when I read it, OH MY GOD... If they gave us 1 month to do it, I think we will successfully do it on time. But, they give us deadline just about less than 2 weeks *face palm*.
And to make matter worse, suddenly the flashback of my highschool years popped up in my head *sobs*...
When people in my town hear my school name, they will say "Oh you must be clever if you enrolled there". My school is famous because of its so-many-homeworks-tasks-and-exams-to-be-done. I feel its hysteria for about 12 years of my life. From kindergarten to high school. Many memories I get there, from the good one until the bad one. When I was in grade 10, I always wanted to finish high school as soon as possible. But now I want it back puhhhhhhleeeeaaaassseee :(
I feel so alone everytime my faculty held an event for new students. Alone in the crowd. Ironic right? I miss my bestfriends :'((((